Thursday, November 18, 2010

dedicated for you,14 :D

heeyy.. you know what..??
i'm already being your 'big fans' for 14 years -or almost, all of my life time i spent to take a more attention of you-
starts from our childhood.
i was 2nd grade of an elementary student when i knew you. -can you imagine, i was familiar with the 'love' word when i still young!!- i m just like you. i just like to met you when our sunday school made some programs, where we're in. i just like to saw ur innocent face.
i let my feel, growing and keep growing.. 'till one day you broke my heart and also my feel.
you like my -ex- pal. you gave her a love letter and i saw it!
fine. speechless! i lost my words. i lost my respect to both of you.
at the same time, i sent you a facebook message. i told you what im feel. i told you how much i love you and how is this feel became an addicted to you. you said, 'your friend are CRAZY' to my bestfriend. -poor me!-

tik.. tok.. tik.. tok..
you're just being a couple, for a little time!!
HAHAHA.. i really really feels HAPPY when i heard that!

but im really thank to God.. He let it happened. it just made me stronger. and thank you for you too,J. you made my feel into 'level up' -hehehe-

now, we're a woman and a man.
i still the same. i still being ur 'big fans'.
this feel isn't change. -i won't change it,actually!-
i never have a chance to be ur girl friend, but im happy enough when we having a conversation. even it not so important ;)

thank you so much.. you really made my life

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